phase of feeling hell

1. 1.       As he found someone else, you don’t realise that you keep staring at the don’t-know-anything girl. you bluntly don't know anything what's happening behind your back even though few of your friends had give some clue from their reaction when talking about him.
2. 2.       You start hating the guy. in front of him, you start to pretend that he  looks so disgusting to you.
3. 3.       you secretly praying that the girl will only messing around with him but still it is loser for you who  still single and look so lonely without anyone.
4. 4.       You need someone to text. Just to fill the empty space that keep bigger day by day
5. 5.       Surprisingly, the guy text you back. With a big determination, you keep yourself from replying his message.
6. 6.       Stupidly, without knowing the fact that he already found his new girl, a fantasy is made up that you two might be like old times.
7. 7.       Reality. Wake up. And now, i've been wasting my time for this bullshit guy. PERGI MAMPUS