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so that was the academic side of my premed. macam mana dengan yang lain-lain? i would say i was still budak2 yang overly doing everything. first time having crushes, approaching new people, taking friend's challenge to do ridiculous things. ARGHH. serabut. reading my old post during that time pon memalukan.
Bila nak besar ni? Bila nak duduk diam2? herghhh.
Here's to a new start. new place is all about creating new image. muahaha.
i learnt microbiology and anatomy & physiology during my premed. my lecturers said that nak decide boleh jadi doktor ka tak tengok boleh survive tak belajar 2 subjek ni. More kepada a&p actually. time sem 2. dan sesungguhnya that was the most intense & stressful semester. Terlalu banyak nak kena baca. lepastu baca kena ulang 10 kali baru boleh ingat. HUNDREDS nama tulang dengan muscle kena hafal. tu baru hafal nama. physiology punya part kena ingat jugak. ospe tu la yang pling tak menahan. every 2 weeks ada. tapi boleh ja berjalan-jalan kt penang dalam sibuk banyak tak baca lagi. hasil dia tak pernah cemerlang pun la resultnya. cukup makan ja. total marks 30. paling rendah penah dapat 7 kot. highest pon 20. tu pon dah kembang hidung. batch russia yang pandai2 mana ada serendah tu dapat. 30/30 pon penah. even batch selepas kami pon tinggi2.
so i was half dispirited. even grand ospe dapat 68/100. kira gred c tu kalau ikutkan. tapi luckily final dapat A. Alhamdulillah.
mirobiology pon awal2 rasa sangat susah. susah sebab banyak yang amat nak kena ingat. unexpectedly i did well in all the test. Time belajar bio yang tak tough sangat dulu tak maintain macam microbe. my marks slalu 25 above. per 30. walopun x full mark, tapi im quite satisfied with it. sebab jawab selalu tak confident sangat. oh lupa! last test i did it miserably. ok cross that record. entah apa2 ja time tu. baca memang baca.tapi tak ingat. maybe over-confident kut. time tu 19 or 20 kot markah. memang tahap buduh jugak la. jawab agak mebuta tuli time tu.
eleh. baru premed nak poyo. hmmm. i just hope that sikit pengalaman ni would help sikit hari lagi nak masuk md. tak sedar cakap pasal belajar lagi. skema la kakak ni 😪😪😪
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